My mission or my teaching respectively has some unclear points that people would like to have completely discovered (even though the biggest one is my sometimes-bad character). But take a look at other religious books and interpretations how many contradictions are in them. For example the Bible. Despite all the contradictions that are in it, it is still a saint book at which a great many people look with respect. And my books have less contradictions, at least I hope so.
For example the sentence about mystical weddings - I sometimes claim that a global mystical wedding is the end of all and another time I put there a proverb saying that everything is standing on a half way between the separation and the merger. So people can wonder why is it so. But though opposite, both explanations are true. One way or other, who would give you the correct answer to all the questions? There must be things that you do not know.
One of the biggest questions is human spirit and human soul. Earlier I talked about human spirits like they were complete beings inside of us. But why was that?
The reincarnation of the soul and the eternity itself has always been my domain. However, when young I have also been a little influenced - like other people - by what I have read and heard. In the house of seven cats, they taught me their teaching about human spirits and I did not have any good feeling from it. We spoke with beings pretending and even looking like they were spirits of dead people, but the truth is that despite their human-like appearance those were not the spirits of dead people exactly. They only looked similarly. But I felt that we possess only one complete being inside of us and I call it a soul. Although the truth is, that in the older versions of my books I sometimes used spirit or soul without precise consideration which of the two is more suitable in the case in question.
Long ago, I was said that the spirits of died people take care of the people who live but later I found out that it is untrue. So who takes care of Destiny to fulfill? There are both humanoid and other beings out of which some look a little bit similarly to living people and others not, and they manipulate with your life as they were ordered by their bosses to do so. Also in the case of automatic pen it is not the spirits of dead people who lead the hand of the writing one, but those are different spirits who lead it.
I have seen many people-like looking creatures in a parallel world, I have also seen people recorded in the Sanctuary of God so I firstly thought it could be human spirits, but later I found out that the truth of this is different then it looked like. For there are but souls.
Anyway, you can see dead people who look exactly like they were alive. It can happen from the reasons that demons can show like people who look like they were alive, but those are pictures created by the demons and they can confuse people by such things; demonic humanoids can show you both when they are alive (if they concentrate on you) or when they are dead (they come out of their parallel world and enter your mind); the spirits of dreams can put dead people into your mind and talk to you like they were them; another beings can show you who were connected with some human when he or she was alive (with every living man other beings can be connected and later they can show in the shape of the man looking like it was him); some beings can show you some moment from time dimension and you will see dead people looking like alive. So much for human spirit.
Many people do not like what I have written and some of them see the pearls of the Truth in it and then they hate it the more. If someone will point out at my character and my treatment with other people and how it goes together with what I have written, I can only say that I used to gather information for my writing in the moments that was occasionally but regularly appearing and when it came I was like changed into somebody else, not that bad Pavel like people will see me ("thanks" to a long range of those most evil ones who secretly and inconspicuously manipulate with some informations and things going on in this world), but at these moments a God's man with the piece of the God's Spirits that was reviving in me and made me write all the knowledge for you. At these moments, I was a different Pavel than the bad one. I was a God's servant.
I have already made some things about my bad character at least partially clear in my statement called "I was elected and my mission was true" and to say the key-thing again, I was both extremely good and extremely bad. I was changed by universal circle-like energy having dispositions for the both and if you will consider the character of our God (he improves somebody's Destiny to make him as much happy as possible and at the same time he destroys somebody else to make him suffer most; his mind operates both on the biggest good and on the biggest evil at once so he is that changeable that one hardly ever knows what to expect from him), he is the both as well (only the Holy Spirit or Angels of Love are only good without having the bad opposite in them in any visible degree; therefore when I speak about love for God I usually mean love for Holy Spirit). Anyway, who understands Astrology well enough, he can easily see everything in my natal chart (Mars - Moon square, Pluto - Sun square, but also Venus - Moon trine and Sun - Venus conjunction etc.) Believe in Astrology, you can find there that I am right. Look at the Neptune in my twelfth house and look at the transitional positions of single factors. You will see that it was the dark beings and dark people who were damaging me.
Like many other writers who write about religious and spiritual things, also I was using some quotations from the Bible and similarly, and one of the reasons for this was my hope that it will increase the seriousness of what I was writing about. However, sometimes I remember and you should take it into account as well, that there is a chance that all the religions are more or less a fake, because the dark mafia was always manipulating with some informations during all of our history (they are so "good" at that, that they could be able to arrange even such a big action like Moody's Life After Life to make people believe in something), so it is possible that the best way is to forget everything what was written in books and to look, think and feel without considering any of the world's meanings or what other people say.
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To make the main things even simpler, then the AllDimension - the centre of the AllOrganism (all the universes together creating one organism) - is the place where we can find GreatCreator (Tao). Every universe has it's ruler - Creator (God). Anyway, Devil is the spirit of darkness and Holy Spirit is the spirit of love. Lord the word is used for both God and Creator and for the leader of those who have visibly operated on our Earth in olden times. I have always called the energetic stream connecting all the spirits of love of single universes a Universal God and the energetic stream connection all the spirits of darkness of single universes a Universal Devil. However, I am not sure how they perceive one another and if we can call them a freestanding being.
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The Devilish Mafia:
I have met a secret Devilish mafia. How it happened?
I regularly used to go to my grandmother's place for a late lunch and when I was returning, most often I used to go by "T" bus running to hypermarket "Tesco" and then I walked down to Bozkov. It was a circuitous way a bit but I was glad to avoid people and to go through Nature. And it was like that also in the evening when I met a several-times murder who kills by the look of eyes.
I got on the bus at a buss stop "U Mrakodrapu" and I noticed that someone is approaching me. At the same time I heard like if someone silently said or peculiarly loudly thought: "It is him!"
I had sat on the penultimate seat on the right side turned by the face to the aisle. And in the very next moment the most horrible man that I have ever seen sat down on the other side of the aisle oppositely to me. His figure and age was medium, no beards and his hairs was grizzled here and there. But those eyes of his!
The way the man sat down engaged my attention. He sat in the way like if he fell down into the seat. He relaxed the entire body of his, he let hands and bag freely fall on his cline and let them literally wallow on himself. Like if he fully disintegrated and relaxed the hands and his body as such except for his head and eyes. He transferred the entire energy into his head and, above all, eyes. There was a Devilish expression on his face and his look was manic and terribly evil.
A horrible energy began to stream from him as if you run some efficient aggregate. The air around his head became dense and began to materialize. It looked like if a strong plate grown around his head.
A little longer the Hell opened. There was a smoke and suddenly, the man was not sitting on the buss seat any more but on the throne and merged with the Devil who had been swinging toward me. Somebody who was not visible told to me in thoughts that the man I am looking at is invincible. That when eyes to eyes fight nobody can overpower him because he is the top. "Just now you are looking at him who is not supposed to exist; on him who will only take a look - and it is the end!"
The energy was very strong and if an average man was there instead of me it would be his end. And as if somebody was always giving me advices: "Do not look into his eyes. Look aside. Do nothing about your hands, relax them and only think; it only matters how you will think!"
Around the head of that man there were several human names (one shorter male and another longer female), darkened and striked off. The man have already killed several people - surely the best of the best. It was obvious that he is a professional. His action was perfect and performed without mistakes.
I felt I must not look into that man's eyes and must not think on them too much. I tore my sight off him and instead, I looked to the left most of the time. In between, the Devil had flew to me and tried to reach my soul through my head by a slight upper bow. I was concentrating on that space and the Devil stopped and after a while he began to retreat.
I began to build a mirror that I was used to during some "Black Guard" attacks and I partially succeeded. Not like a crystal but only like a rather darker surface on which the face of the man vaporously appeared after a while. One little moment he took a look upon himself but he obviously did not notice it.
I was trained by a "trimester feeding" when the Black Guard used to feed on my energy four times a year. But it did not mind me that much. After it I was always regenerated after one to three minutes. And I knew the feeling in detail when the Black Guard - the Devil approaches me (I partially saw it too) and I concentrated on him instead of on the man and it was decisive. The man wanted me to only think about his eyes at the terror but I thought of the Devil most who flew through that man and the man then became a second-place event.
There was a smoke around that man, a whirl of dark energy rotated around him and it was like if some very efficient machine was on. It was unbelievable power.
When the man failed in my liquidation, I noticed the expression of wonder on his face that I survived and nothing happened to me. And because I was looking to the left toward the other people in the buss, the man started to investigate if some of them could have disturbed his action. But before he looked at them, he pulled back the whirl of the dark energy and only when it was weakened, he slowly looked around the other people. It was evening, dark and the buss was half empty. It is interesting that nobody out of the people noticed anything. The people were silent and did not look at us at all. Only at the back of the buss two people were half-loudly conversating but during all the time until the buss was in the last buss-stop did not take any look toward us.
Now you may say what bullshits I am talking here. How come that the other people in the bus did not see it? It is simple. Everywhere there are spirits, our souls, many energies and parallel worlds connected to ours and many beings intervening into what is going on here. Despite it, we cannot see it. Do we see human soul after the death when it leaves the body? No. Despite it, the soul is there. In case of the energies streaming from that man, I believe they were very slightly visible, but above all they were felt. Anyway, he send the evil energies into me only and completely avoided the several other people in the buss. But it was like if the time stopped for them, the several people were silent without looking at us.
Before the last buss-stop, the man stood up at the front door to get off the buss. Still little lefts of the dark energies have been discharging from his body - like some energetic "tails" which were immediately disappearing. Then the buss stopped, the man went out and walked away by a more rapid walk. It was felt out of him that he is piss on that his action did not succeed.
And I got off the buss too and walked to home through the forest. And I began to be afraid that somebody will destroy my teaching. I realized that it obstructs to some mighty organizations.
After some time, I have got a dream where the man looked like a King Kong and was there together with several another people who looked like normal people - much weaker than him. Those people were wheedling him to hunt and catch me and he agreed. Partially he wanted that himself, partially they had to wheedle him.
After this soul hunter there were many other and it would require an entire book to describe that all. Simply said, since Autumn 2002 I was gradually experiencing almost all the things described in Amen the book.
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One invisible being that knew all, maybe the same Being that helped me to survive "the eerie man from T" by giving me advices, was inspiring me with dreams in the Autumn of the last year. Suddenly, I have got a dream when this Being said to me to take all my things away from my home to my relatives place because it is not safe here and then strange people came here for several times (but later I had no other choice but to move my PC back to home again since I could not be without it). There were more of such dreams. For example I was walking to my parents place and on the way there were rats and I then met on the way people who looked with evil eyes at me pretending that they do black magic but those were normal people with normal aura and the reason for this stupid action was to make me say that the dark magic mafia persecutes me and the man who sent them would then say that it was a joke and that he sent normal people to behave like that; and that what I believe in the dark mafia is a nonsense and it seems that I see the dark mafia even there, where are normal people only (but he himself was the part of the dark mafia even though he only used normal people for his action).
And another dreams were there. I saw that Asian man that I had problems with (he was manipulating with me for a long time and indirectly forced me to offend him and complaint about him to receive what is called a "fake reason" to do something against me) and the Being said that he is one of the dark mafia and that that all what he was doing had a bad purpose and there was also mentioned his dark boss who wanted that Asian man to damage me even if he would be judged for it.
In another dream there were two dark big dogs and the more dangerous of them was fitted with a muzzle and safely closed in the run, whereas the less dangerous was free and he was peeping from behind the edge and was preparing to jump on me but he did not jump as if he could not reach me. And then in the middle of the night somebody bad was behind my door making a noise and forcing me to open the door and go outside (it is an old and well-known trick, because when somebody rings your doorbell and has weapons hardly anybody will open to him especially when in the night but when some little noise only then people do not feel that endangered and are curious about what is heard from outside and then go outside and meet the end of theirs) even with my dog who was growling and barking (I believe they could have some taser gun or something) but I was ignoring that all and did not open the door.
Also it happened that a strange bad man came over to me in the town street and told me in advance about one accident which then precisely happened to me. The way it was arranged by was unbelievable and to be frank, I am afraid to speak about it. Hardly anyone would believe. Simply, I suffered a little accident with the precise consequence that the bad man spoke about (several mafia's people were participating on it) and as usually, everything looked naturally.
Every time when I am writing about these things, I am sad because I am aware that they will always adapt to what I claim and I have no one to speak in my favor or testify the things I said.
They are everywhere:
They said: Better is to let him go crazy or even better is to let him commit some big crime so let's send demons to enter him to make him commit something very bad. He lives with his dog, hm... so let's spoil their relationship and then he will go down the more. I was resisting to many of their attacks and since one day I was surprised how they changed the way of their attacks. For example I walked Agar and a strange man with a car stopped beside us and claimed he has a Rottweiler too to give me some reason to stop and to talk to him. I had a very bad feeling from that man and during our conversation he fixed his eyes on my dog and some bad energy streamed from them into my dog (sad to say, Agar was not aggressive toward strangers since his original female owner spoilt him by letting him be fed and touched by strangers since his puppyhood and my training never removed it completely). Then I felt that my dog makes me somehow angry and his presence was not that pleasant like before. Or I said to mobile phone that next day I will travel to some place with one puppy and during the way the part of which was by train and another part by bus, a strange and very evil woman was in the bus and repeatedly tried to touch my puppy even though I tried to prevent her from it and there was the bad energy of theirs again. All my comings and goings were watched perfectly. For example, years ago I said to one friend into the mobile phone that I really saw the stars when I was a young child and that I am a virgin and I then sent him several text messages where he should meet me (it was in Nature) and even before he arrived to me, there was a strange man in a car and looked upon me and there was something bad about that man. Or I said during an ICQ conversation to one man that we go to talk to Skype and then I received a text message from his number to my number that I never said to him that he is waiting for me on Skype but he sweared he did not send that message to the phone number he did not have (those bastards are watching all the conversations from Google Talk through MSN to Skype etc. so there is no privacy on the Internet). Anyway, they were hunting me for years (starting with buss and train and streets and ending at the waiting rooms of doctors ordination) and I was keeping away from people as such and I was also using defending methods from "reversed thinking, mirror and circle". That is why they set up a different plan how to damage me. And as I was said it, only a trash of paper will become from my books. If many their people co-operate they will easily do anything about what I claim and about me, please never forget it.
I spoke many times that it is difficult to identify them, because they are able to almost fully suppress their demonic vibrations and then radiate their natural human energy only (which can sometimes be even very good if their human site is a good man) and you can then feel in their presence like if you were beside a very good human being that simply cannot be one of them.
It was interesting that about the time when my article "The Circle of Stars and The Black Magic Mafia" was published at UFO
Digest, all the bad things began to happen more intensely. Suddenly, all the bad vibrations merged into one focused against
me - the vibrations of the Devil's servants together with the vibrations of normal bad people. And I understood that they decided
to stop the truth more intensely.
Bad side of me:
In case of the other elected, I believe they have only changed one part of their energetic system, but in case of me it is the decrease of my entire constitution (when the main life energy is decreased it leads to a dis-synchronization of some glands and stress factors which may result in quick changes of mood and behavior; apart from this, my constitution was also damaged by one more factor that I do not want to discuss here and it is not the case of the other elected who are better than I) so the part related to the function of sexual organs is decreased too together with other things. In any case, the character of the other elected is better than mine. But I want you to understand that to be an elected one it does not mean to be omniscient. I believe that all the elected have some piece of true knowledge but they are also wrong or not fully knowledgeable in other things.
Instead of classical music I was listening to E-Rotic, instead of romantic movies I was watching Terminators, Predators and Underworld. Maybe it also proves my sick character.
To be frank, I have never been too familiar with laws since I have made several little cheats (for example when I was without money I accepted the smallest contribution for unemployed people who are registered at the institution for the unemployed, however, I was not registered there for the moment but I pretended I am registered there and later I myself told them to interrupt the giving of the little money to me and then I returned the money that I already received back to them) but at the end I did not profit from any of them. The reason for this was my momentar lack of money (hardly any of you would be enough with $100 USD per month). I was also using torrent sites, peer-to-peer networks and visited many adult web sites.
Someone can claim that I was a liar (I spoke about enlarged soft tissues however when controlled with roentgen rays only, some doctors almost claimed that I am a simulant and when in other more developed country different doctors saw the way of acting of some Czech doctors, they deeply disagreed and their conclusion was different); they can say that I was very bad toward close beings (they used against me "victim's attack dark energy" and terrible means which are not used against other people) etc.
You will see Amen our holy book and you may ask how it goes together with my passion for (milder) dog fighting? In our God, everything goes together with everything. Any thing that exists so any prayer indirectly originates from the same source of all the sources from which originates the dog fighting too. But because it is mild (there is dog fighting and then there is dog fighting), I believe it could be okay.
The truth is that I was a parasite in it's way. I was unemployed for years (but very poor), however not for the reason that I did not want to work, but my state of health and other unpleasant circumstances prevented me from normal working and also from going on the same place in the same time. However, the total sum of the subjective feelings that I was experiencing was more difficult to bear than how difficult is the life of an averagely-working man. And I also brought to you a piece of the real knowledge so I do not feel like a parasite that much.
My personal life was full of aggressive imaginations, bitching (if you were bugging me, you would sometimes hear the worst rude words, but I was using it as a therapy to get rid of gathered emotions) and malice. But in the case of my books, it is much DIFFERENT, because I was writing them by the best part of me and I am very serious. I tried to write very responsibly because I felt it is my fated task.
I was also sometimes aggressive toward my dogs and relatives (see the destroyed Mars and bad Pluto in my natal chart – that is why I published the exact time of my birth for you to learn the truth about me) since I was hunted, because the dark magic mafia attacked this bad side of me and do not ask how they were doing that.
People have always been taught that only very moral human beings who were living accordingly to good commandments and high moral principles, especially those out of them who are older and that is why more experienced and wiser can teach other people. Oppps.... sometimes wrong. On the contrary, sometimes it can happen that in some special moments even an unmoral person can reach a higher level of good vibrations than that of those who are stably tuned on the good but not on it's highest level.
Still the truth remains that my books are unimaginable wisdom you have never seen before, and I feel really sorry that you hold in your hands only a damaged part out of all that with a bad quality of the language. Hopefully, someone will one day clean up the translation and edit the grammar.
As for my knowledge, I only know something but not everything. There are things that I know and there are things that I am still learning about and it is the reason why I was gradually changing some little details in my books. Anyway, please do not believe everything what I have written. Not for the reason that it could be untrue but because of a "golden rule" valid in the case of all the religions and related explanations submitted to the mankind by already so many people. For no teaching is fully correct.
Regardless of all the bad about me, people received through me several very important messages about the essence of their lives, how to deal with the biggest suffering, the secret of the Satan's nation living amongst us and other big truths. Nobody else explained some of these things like I did and you must admit it. Of course, it will be put down because it is more or less true.
The details of spiritual knowledge:
There is but one knowledge and when people speak about some religiously-spiritual subject, they often call the knowledge about it a spiritual knowledge. One way or other, we cannot know everything but we can try to feel the AllOrganism in it's essence. To feel the core of the time and space and the all-pervading energy transformation (however, energy is a matter too) owing to which we all exist. I believe it is not good to quarrel over the details how that all functions but our goal is to know and feel the essence of everything.
Why I have to be a liar?
Why is it just me about whom so many compromising informations had to be gathered? Many people write many things and no one will do that to them. Do you guess why? Because THEY ARE WRONG!
(By the way, there are demons who know a part of the future. They knew that I will write a secret about them and they hated me already long time before I did that. That is why some little problems and their little attacks even before I started my mission = since my childhood.)
Who will think using his or her brain, he can easily find out why I had to be moved out of normal mental state and rumored etc. Why not other people? There are invisible energies and means by which it is possible to make any man go crazy or behave very badly. Why has not it been used against so many other authors of inspirational books and founders of religions? Because what they taught was a LIE! If it was true, they would be destroyed. The entire world is secretly kept in the middle of a big lie on purpose.
They want my words about the hunting of the elected sound like a lie. But I believe it can be proven. There must be those who were either virgins or somehow incapable of normally-experienced sexual intercourse who had some experiences of the type of things that I was experiencing as a young child (but there is more of such things e.g. hearing of music even if no music plays) and then when adult they were complaining that someone goes after them and looks at them with evil eyes (but the problem is that there is a small number of the elected so such cases are not that frequent). Or some people could notice that before the elected died somebody looked at them very badly (however, the dark energy is more or less invisible by the eyes; that is why many things on spiritual and magic level can be going on and people will not notice neither see anything and will claim that nothing strange happened). However, another problem is that when the elected are hunted, the first attempt is often made by some very successful soul hunter and he or she can succeed at the very first attempt and so the victim was not complaining about being hunted because he or she did not notice anything suspicious before the sudden death.
Why my story about the Black Magic Mafia and hunting of the elected was not mentioned in religious books and by world's wise people? Because the elected were caught before they could speak about it and the rest who survived was spoilt or their claiming was putted down (I believe that they could put down the information about the hunting of the elected souls by some child of theirs - a false elected one - who will play that it is an elected person, will live a long life in virginity pretending that he or she experienced the type of things that I described and later as an older person will say that there was no hunt on him or her so that my theory about the hunt on the elected souls is a nonsense). Why I survived that long? Because of different constitution, pain and technical fear. Why is my constitution that different? Because of everything else and also because of one man. Let's say that somebody (not only the Circle of Stars) decreased my main energetic centre and caused excessive energy in other parts that indirectly helps to block some direct dark magic attacks (other elected are stronger in the main centre but weaker in the other parts = more easily caught). But a side effect of it is a quick mood-changing.
When speaking about these unbelievable things, I used so much to the fact that people do not believe me, that for example if put in front of a lie detector I assume I would fail because any time when I speak about all the unbelievable things I automatically suppose that no one will believe me and I feel almost like a liar.
Why I have to be a bad person?
To experience a cross-transformation of big good with big evil, to lose people's trust in me and make them believe that such a low character person like me could not perform any valuable God's mission. It will then make people search knowledge in other books than in the ones written by me.
How to make anyone look badly:
Craziness, animal cruelty and domestic violence are a perfect thing to decrease someone's price. For example, if you would record someone for years and let him behave foolishly, hurt his domestic animals, beat his children or wife etc. and later you would show the worst recorded moments of it, then you would at least manage to destroy that person in the eyes of public if not put him in front of a court.
You might say that many people won't do any foolish actions, animal cruelty or domestic violence and that even if you would be recording them for years, you would record nothing like that. But you are wrong. Everybody would do something like that when special means and techniques would be used to make him do that. I know only two ways (and their variations) how to make anyone act crazily or violently, but I am no expert on that. There is more of them. Happy the people against whom it was not used!
This world is a fake:
I have always believed in two things: strong dogs and martial arts. I have also believed in human love and friendship and only later I discovered that these things function differently than how it looks like. No love, no friendship, no dog and no martial art will do when Destiny won't be favorable and when "they" will come. Nobody can succeed if he or she is not protected by Fate. And if protected, then for the price of somebody else's unhappiness. Martial arts are a vanity, because there are persons blocked by their Destiny (sick, weaker, in unfavorable circumstances) that will make them lose regardless of how strong their souls can be, but someone has to be afraid and beaten and experience the loss so it will be arranged by almighty Fate to happen. The same is valid for both strong dogs and for strong people. Strong are not strong and weak are not weak. Change the circumstances and the result will be opposite.
The majority of things is a deception and fake only. Almost everything here on the Earth is but one big fake and you all are manipulated so much that you cannot imagine it.
This world is so sick! Only the fact that euthanasia is not yet legalized is very sad. As I use to say: "The biggest crime is when we let live the being that suffers too much and asks for the death instead of killing her." Above all, we need to solve two things: the legalization of euthanasia and the suppression of the society of Satan.
Divine Might has different both the ways of acting and reasons than how you have been thought it by the world's schools and religions. Never forget the different logic and different goals of our owners!
The Spirit of Truth:
Imagine that there is a big dark mafia that secretly operates in this world. One of it's tasks is to keep people confused by believing more in a lie than in the truth. And now, all of a sudden, someone is here who will publish the truth and there is a danger that people could believe it. So what will the dark mafia do? They are so powerful that they will make a bad person and a liar out of him and then people won't believe in what he has written.
His word against the word of the rest of the world. He came here to say the secret that was not allowed to be known. So what will they do? They have to stop it in the way to make everything look naturally, to make him behave badly, to proove that he is a liar (possibly by other things that have nothing to do with the spiritual things that he published, but it would smash the people's trust in him so that the conclusion would be that the spiritual things he wrote are a lie or a fake too). And even if he would kneel on his knees in front of you, will you trust him? No. As for thousands of years, you will trust them!
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Long ago, two men gave me almost the same advice. It was years ago. One of them said: "Pavel, breed your dogs and be interested in girls. Forget about other things and never interfere into things that are big and dangerous." The other one said: "Pavel, do not give your name away. You know, to write such things, it is very dangerous. There is something very bad against you. You should have written the things anonymously, not sign under them."
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Those of you who are clean and nobody has any abusive thing against them, please could you give your name away? I mean more of you, then the truth will be safe. If more of you, they will not stop it. If you were alone and one like I am, they would stop it but if a bigger number of you, the information will be safe.
One offense for you:
Those who do not officially exist offended you all. As if they were saying: “You are only stupid people, we will manipulate with all the facts and you will believe in what we want you to believe.” Learn to ignore what they are doing about your knowledge. Gain your own.
Now some sarcasm and irony:
Okay, I am a liar, a cheater, a psycho, a fraud, a criminal, a thief and many other bad things, simply the worst man you can ever see and my books are but one big fake. When people will see real liars-on-purpose they will further believe in their teaching and they will throw my books away. Are you satisfied?
What I want to say in conclusion:
Inside of me, there is a dogman that is not concerned in spiritual things at all, a died fighter that is very sad, the weakest wretched creature full of fear, a God's messenger that wrote Pavel's spiritual books, a violent criminal, a piecelover, a priceless sponger and so on. Above all, please appreciate the person in me that is spiritual and that was given a piece of the Truth by the Heaven.
People, I ask you all of one thing only. Please do not accept me as a human being. I am not worthy enough. However, please accept my books as a mission for you to learn and improve.
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You can download this story (version 1.2) as a PDF document.
If interested, you can try to reach me at spimado@yahoo.com, but there is no promise of any reply.
